I am Broken

Always trying to survive.

I sometimes pray for my own life.

Why is it always me that you lie.

I am fragmented

Pieces falling apart.

Wondering..

How it got this far.

I feel the pain.

Although, it is in vain.

Constantly living in my own shame.

But, only I am to blame. 

I only fear, fear itself. 

Taking challenges in my stride. 

I am my own darkness, only dreams of light.

I'l push you as far away as I can.

I don't know what trust is anymore.

We'll be sailing oceans apart.

Soldier on the front line,

Yet I feel so deeply, I am affected.

But, You'd never know.

I may shed glimmers of insight..

But walk in my shoes, and you may just not want to know anymore.

Run for the hills, where you can be safe.

I can't be handled while i'm flirting with dreams, passions, and ambitions.

I'm lifes ultimate chaser..

Only I can know who I am and where i'm going.

Only I try to leave myself behind, try to blind my nightmares.

Only I can know my own strength and growth through the blurr. 

Only I know my contentment and capability... 

Trust in oneself and you may find, all those things you need to define,

Life is no black and white. 

jce.