I'm still waiting, for that time
the time they all talk about that heals. 
When does it actually come?
When did I start hearing all these voices
that told me to run from all the madness.


My world is spinning too fast. 
I though this was what I wanted. 
I really did this, this was what I wanted.
But, I don't know when I lost my mind. 


I wonder if it would be different if  I had you. 
But I dont think I could build my world around you. 
When is the right time ? 
That never seems to come either. 


I find the strength to keep trying, 
only because it all seemed too much a long time ago,
but it didn't stop me.
I run from the thought of needing you too much. 
My dreams were my salvation..